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god. im so incredibly pissed right now. i hate almost every single person at lc. i hate los cerritos. i hate thousand oaks. just waking up and driving to the place pisses me off. just the mere sight of it. i dont want to be so mad. i dont know why i am. all i know isw i cant help it. i cant help most of the stuff thats going on. im so annoyed with everyone. dont be mad at me. i love you all to death, seriously, im just really pissed off right now. and im not even pmsing hah.
i seriously wanna shoot someone. or something. i wanna rip someones head off. i hate my classes. i dont know how im gonna survive. i'll make it, im sure, but me, the once happy me might never come back. this year hasnt even been that bad. its just my whole self has been so depressed. so angry, so lonely this past year, i dont know how to overcome it.
i sound disgusting. overall, im disgusted with myself. for not being able to be the person i want to be. am i retarded?
i seriously wanna shoot someone. or something. i wanna rip someones head off. i hate my classes. i dont know how im gonna survive. i'll make it, im sure, but me, the once happy me might never come back. this year hasnt even been that bad. its just my whole self has been so depressed. so angry, so lonely this past year, i dont know how to overcome it.
i sound disgusting. overall, im disgusted with myself. for not being able to be the person i want to be. am i retarded?