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uhm so okay. i had to put that thing up for paul becuase thats the only way he would have actually read that. and now i guess becuase i talked about pot someone else hates me. ::shrug:: it happends i guess. i think i know who it is, but whatever. i should have never started one of the journal things, becuase i say the wrong things that suggest the wrong things about me and make me sound like some sort of scummy person. but i guess theres ntohing you can do to change peoples perspective of you once they've made up their mind. what am i gunna do.
anyway. this weekend was really horriable. theres not much left to say. i have a feeling things are going to start to go down hill for me again. i dotn know what the fuck to do about anything anymore. im thinking im going to stop this journal shit. it just lets you be more vaurnerable to other people. like they can come in at the worst times or find out the worst things about you and ruin you that way. yep. so i've learned my lesson. privet journals are better.
mm. okay.
anyway. this weekend was really horriable. theres not much left to say. i have a feeling things are going to start to go down hill for me again. i dotn know what the fuck to do about anything anymore. im thinking im going to stop this journal shit. it just lets you be more vaurnerable to other people. like they can come in at the worst times or find out the worst things about you and ruin you that way. yep. so i've learned my lesson. privet journals are better.
mm. okay.