Jan 11, 2004 11:20
paul,
listen you asshole. you need to let me talk for once. you obviously dont understand anything because youre too busy lecturing me on something i already understand. i am not a pot head i do smoke pot. but not on a regular basis. you need to understand that. i know what it does to me. and telling me that you thought different of me, makes me feel like absolute shit. okay paul? shit. you dont let me talk and im trying to make you understand i have not changed as a person since the day you met me. i cant beleive your willing to stop talking ot me over some stupid bullshit that you dont even understand. im here striving for you to let me talk and you ignore me becuase you think your some sort of perfect god. well listen asshole. if you want to just write me off like that and never talk to me again, i hope you know that one day this will all come back and bite you in the ass. becuase ive never done anything wrong to you, to deserve this kind of treatment. so i hope you feel good about yourself now that youve made me cry and realieze how worthless everything can turn out to be with you in a matter of, what was it? FIVE MINUTES? i dont need to read your journal to find out how you feel. you should fucking talk to me in person. what the hell is that, you think im not good enought to talk to you? who do you think you are?
youre a fucking dick paul and i hope you hear me this time
p.s. thank you for ruining my day. i thought of you differently too.