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So, time to just face the music. I could feel him drifting away and the interest fading but I don't know how to fix it or be more entertaining. Today he just tells me he's going on a date and might go home with her like that's a normal thing to tell me. And it hurts. Even if it makes sense and I saw it coming, it HURTS. It was so ridiculous to like him in the first place, but he made it so easy. Unavoidable, really. I'm just not looking forward to all the 'I-told-ya-so's that will inevitably result from this.
And let's not lie, I'm feeling rejected all over again but I sort of know that if I wasn't so far away, he'd choose me instead.
I kind of hate him for suddenly talking about other girls to me as his subtle way of hinting that hey, I don't like you anymore. Because I can't just come out and say...so you don't like me anymore. I have to pretend that I'm not bothered. Rawr.
I give up. I really do. He's wrong. I am a quitter and I'm quitting him.
And let's not lie, I'm feeling rejected all over again but I sort of know that if I wasn't so far away, he'd choose me instead.
I kind of hate him for suddenly talking about other girls to me as his subtle way of hinting that hey, I don't like you anymore. Because I can't just come out and say...so you don't like me anymore. I have to pretend that I'm not bothered. Rawr.
I give up. I really do. He's wrong. I am a quitter and I'm quitting him.