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I'm so tired of people lecturing me about Hayden and telling me how to feel. The same people that told me to give him a chance are now telling me that I shouldn't talk to him and NONE of them have ever even spoken to him. I LIKE HIM. More than I have ever liked anyone else in my entire life. No, that's not saying much but its saying SOMETHING.
People do change us, but sometimes its for the best.
& I feel like the two guys I've always known were in my corner--FAMILY--have cut me off. That hurts more than anything, because I'm too insecure to confront it and bring it out in the open to resolve it. Its been breaking my heart for months now. I just don't know what to do about it but maybe...cry.
What am I even talking about? I have no tear ducts.