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I'm starting to think that I could possibly love Hayden. He said that if/when I live in London that...he's afraid he'll fall in love with me gung-ho. Not in those words, though. Just the fall in love thing, not the gung-ho. I added the gung-ho part.
I can tell him everything. Things that are hard to tell and that would probably hurt other relationships and...he takes everything pretty well. Its just so complicated. WHY does it have to be so complicated for me all the time? He said I could have a monkey, an otter and a duck but that's where he draws the line.
I'm feeling better, I guess. Still worried, of course, and mom isn't speaking to me but I don't know why since I didn't even tell her.
I can tell him everything. Things that are hard to tell and that would probably hurt other relationships and...he takes everything pretty well. Its just so complicated. WHY does it have to be so complicated for me all the time? He said I could have a monkey, an otter and a duck but that's where he draws the line.
I'm feeling better, I guess. Still worried, of course, and mom isn't speaking to me but I don't know why since I didn't even tell her.