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ok i dont understand at all how guys say that they like me but then they either totally ignore me or barely talk to me! i hate it...i think that i am not pretty enough or something...i dont know it confuses me!! like this one guy jacob his girlfriend TOTALLY hates me and like whenever she does he knows it would piss her off to come over or talk to me so he USES me for that and i was to stupid to realize it until now! what the hell is with guys! ok and bcuz jacob talks to me and his gf BRITTANY TAYLOR finds out she is pushing me into walls i just want to scream and kill someone! my life is soo depressing eerr i wonder if neone would CARE if i was here or dead...i know that most the guys that i know would GIVE A SHIT! aarrggghhh i cant take it nemore! lateR