uhhh oh confusion
um, I don't even know what my brain is doing these days... i think the unbelievable is true- and I think they both know it- well they will soon. How come this always happens whenever a relationship is ending? It always happens! Every time, no fail. how strange.... I should probably take the road less traveled, and see what I've been missing all of these years of being with boys, but it's so much fun! All I know is that I don't want my brain to resurface until I have to start college again. So I'm going to be selfish and have so much fucking fun for the rest of the summer... even if it means that scary thing. Well I have to face it very very soon... too bad. it really is a loss.