the excitement of new arms
wow. the show last night was seriously one of the best shows I have ever been to. The vanishing were so amazing, I could cry. just incredible. and The Undoing did so well!! Aaron was adorable, he was so excited. I went to the show with Tanner and Chelsea, and I saw a lot of my friends there. Poor lars was sick, and there was some stupid awkwardness in the room. But The Vanishing was so much fun, I danced my heels off and I even danced with a lesbian with a big mohawk. Gravy Train!!!! was super fun too! everyone got naked and I danced with gay boys that were super hot. Gravy train brought out pom poms and really kept the energy up. There was a big party afterwards, but we never found it so I ended up driving back to Plano and staying with Tanner. All 3 of us shared the bed, and it was so nice to have Tanner's arms around me. It's been so long since I've been held like that, like I was the most important person in the world... I don't know how i feel about everything- I wish it would all go away so I could just enjoy moments without having to think about how they all effect each other.