Nov 22, 2004 15:25
heyy,.. shits been goin on lately.. alotta confusion on what i want right now. Like idk im soo confused. I wanna be single and shit but then again i want someone to care you know. I know that sounds selfish but i do. Im sick of bein alone. I wanna settle down and find someone i wanna be with you know. I thought i had but he was an asshole. And the other person is fuckin confusing as hell..she says one thing then says it to 2 or 3 other people. Im just sick of people playing with my head thats all i guess.
I wanted to hang out with matt this weekend. we was supposed to but his moms an asshole. I miss him so much. Its like the one person who's always been there for me and especially when travis died he was there for me. I love him soo much and so does my family! Its like hes blood..idk... i wanna c him tho..soooo much.
well ima go feel sorry for myself somemore.
xo-Ash