Nov 20, 2004 09:24
heyy,, been a lil bit since i updated.. heres whats been goin on.
Been chillin wit my boy Jorome alot lately. Got a lil "boy toy" as they would say lol. His name is Zack. Hella fine!! Like im not really looking for a relationship right now. I mean I wanna be happy but if i get in a relationship its gunna be with a girl. Cuz guys are 1 complete assholes and 2 tooo confusing and like to play games. Yeah, I said that im a lesbian but i was just reeeally upset and shit over joey and i didnt see myself with any1 but him so i didnt wanna touch any other guys or anything. But honestly bcuz of tuesday im over him 100%!! And it feels Great! Yeah i got a couple crushes... but thats always the same. However Zack... Hes Hott! And we're just flirtin and blah blah but idk.. i think it could be something else.. I wanna lady though. I wanna be able to take care of sum1 the way they should be takin care of and likewise. But right now.. i kinda just wanna go out there and have fun.
ME AND MATT are supposed to hang out today:) i cant wait! i miss my brother!!! We was supposed to hang out yesterday but he couldnt bcuz he didnt go to school:/ his moms a douche! But he said he should be able to today! I hope so!!! We're prolly just gunna chill around the house for a bit.. then go over Joromes and see whats up till they go to the bar.
Yeah i havent really been smoking lately. I think im quiting! Believe it or not. I dont wanna be addicted to anything.. sept booty:) but yooouu know how that is:) I havent realy been smoking much lately like only 3 or 4 a day. And im starting to cut even on that. So ima be ciggerette free in no time! And i havent been smokin weed that much anymore neither.. only like 2 or 3 times a week. instead of like every single day numorous amounts a day. Ima only drink...and smoke weed occassionally. But i LOOOOVVEE to drink. :):)
well its late..or early which ever one you wanna call it.. and i havent slept yet. So ima go take a lil cat nap for a couple hours then wake up around 1 and call matt like i said i would.
luv ya Bunches!
xo <33 AsH xo