"HE LOVES TO ARGUE.BORN ON THE SEVENTEENTH
So Lance Got A Job In Boston.
He Leaves On The 12th Of May && I'm Pretty Sad About It.
I Mean I'm Excited for him but at the same time i'm like WHOA! WHAT ABOUT US?
And I don't want him to feel like he shouldn't take this job because it's one that he has wanted since he graduated college.
And I don't want him to feel like he has to take me coz' I'm a big girl I'll be fine.
But at the same time I'm scared about the distance.
And with my past history of cheating I don't want that to happen again.
I've changed and I don't ever wanna make that mistake again.
It tore me up inside.
I don't wanna talk about it until he brings it up.
And if he doesn't well then I might just have to.
I don't wanna do that because I'm scared of what the outcome will be and I would much rather be together with him while he's in Michigan then to be apart.
I don't know I guess we'll just take it one day at a time. And hope that everything works out the way I want it to.
He Leaves On The 12th Of May && I'm Pretty Sad About It.
I Mean I'm Excited for him but at the same time i'm like WHOA! WHAT ABOUT US?
And I don't want him to feel like he shouldn't take this job because it's one that he has wanted since he graduated college.
And I don't want him to feel like he has to take me coz' I'm a big girl I'll be fine.
But at the same time I'm scared about the distance.
And with my past history of cheating I don't want that to happen again.
I've changed and I don't ever wanna make that mistake again.
It tore me up inside.
I don't wanna talk about it until he brings it up.
And if he doesn't well then I might just have to.
I don't wanna do that because I'm scared of what the outcome will be and I would much rather be together with him while he's in Michigan then to be apart.
I don't know I guess we'll just take it one day at a time. And hope that everything works out the way I want it to.