how do you achieve a total sense of satisfaction if everything you want is everything you'll never have?
This; I struggle with. I suppose a lot of it is human nature, and typically humans want more and more...But in my case, I'd just like SOMETHING. I'm not greedy, I'm just tired of trying to set goals for myself that in this economy will never be achievable.
Maybe I'm just cynical, or maybe time's wearing on me...But somethings got to change.
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I turn 21 in 3 days... I'm not sure if I'm excited anymore... I always get depressed before my birthdays.
What if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them?
Id probably laugh.
Do you honestly speak your mind no matter what?
These days, yes.
If someone tells you not to do something, do you still do it?
not usually anymore.
Have you had any interesting conversations lately?
With Colby, always!
Would you get into a car with someone who was drunk if it was your only way?
I do that nightly with morgan.
What does your hair look like right now?
Dark Auburn.
What is worse, ignorance or stupidity?
Theyre generally the same thing. both annoying.
What woke you up this morning?
The heat.
Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
Warmrain. thunderstorms, lightning.
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
afternoon.
Are you stubborn?
Awwww fuckkk
Think back to the last movie you watched, did it make you cry?
Yes, or maybe it was the acid, or maybe it was me just being nostalgic.
Could you honestly see yourself marrying young?
I know who I'd like to marry, but I know itll never happen.
Do you think that sex ruins a relationship?
If it's bad...Otherwise i think its nearly impossible to have a healthy relationship without sex.
What was the last picture message you sent somebody of?
My hair, to my dreamguy.
Have you ever been cheated on in a relationship? How did you react?
I tucked my tail between my legs, crawled back into bed, and tried a bunch of things that damaged my idea of love and respect in order to prevent it from happening again. I'm used to be pretty good at that.
Three days from now, will you be having sex?
BIRTHDAY SEX? Not likely, unless I get the balls to finally say yes and hang out with my dream man, which wont happen because im a prude little shy baby now.
What does the 3rd text in your inbox say?
"i'd do anything to take back this mess, it's tragic"
Name a song that reminds you of old memories
This is cheesy, but four letter lie-feel like fame, I had a TON of good times while jamming that whole record.
Who is the last person that hurt your feelings?
Eh/
Do you own a dildo or a vibrator?
no
What is one thing about you that some people wouldn't expect?
Probably the amount of changing ive done in the last year.
If you married the last person that you kissed, what would your last name be?
Kloos.