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I had an affirmation yesterday. I met the smartest woman in the world. And as she spoke, I realized that I don't know shit. Which sounds bad, but it was actually amazing. I have a little more hope and a little more strength. My mother decompresses with me every morning. We work through what I don't know and how I feel. And today she said " your expertise will come. Give it time." Sometimes I ignore my mom. But she's never done me wrong and never let me down. She's never lied to me or given me a reason to doubt her. I'll get there. This is such a process. I should give into that.
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