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[__nubianxqueenx]

Most of the time the people of the world will let you down. they won't live up to your expectations. They'll let you make a fool of yourself. They will leave you stranded and alone with no one but yourself. You'll make sacrifices for them, you'll carry them on your shoulders. you'll do everything in your power to make the people around you comfortable and they will spit in your god damned face.all of this to say that i'm ready to be done with atlanta. i'm ready to move on and stop holding myself back because i feel bad that the people around me have no motivation to move forward. i am to the point where solitude is comfortable. if the only people in the world who are willing to make sacrifices for me are my mother and iv, then that's okay. i'll make sacrifices for them. for the rest of the selfish mother fuckers, don't come crawling and groveling when you need my help. unless you are dying on the side of the road, i have nothing for you. i have nothing to offer you but pity. it's a selfish world, and i'm sorry that i was too stupid to realize it sooner.
snono
and to think, this weekend was supposed to be fun and joyous and it's one big fucking headache.