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my mother is one of the most evil humans to inhale the oxygen the trees produce. she sits there and tells people that i havent improved in diving [yeah that doesnt seem to be big but if you could hear what she says] i know i didnt do well and i dont need someone who doesnt even understand the sport tell people what i did wrong. im not perfect and i seem to have become acustom to my imperfections. but when she tells me that i have to pay for half of my college because im not getting a scholarship in diving, I DONT EVEN WANT TO DIVE IN COLLEGE! i can barely take having the seaon for almost 1/4 of the year what makes her think i want to dive throughout the year!? and then college! well where i want to go doesnt seem to matter. its what she wants. it seems my opinon never seems to matter in what seems to be MY future, why would it!? why would my opinon matter? shes trying to make me what she watned to be and i dont want that. im myself and i have my own thoughts, dreams and opinons. i soon have a feeling that if my mother actually makes me pay for college, i will have no future.