these things shouldnt happen..but what do they matter anyway..

[__murderscenex]

another great night in tracy..
but..i hate myself...
i keep falling and falling..
when will i hit the fucking ground..huh?
you tell me..cuz it seems like everytime i think i hit bottom..
the ground breaks under me..
i know the way i feel..i know how things are..
BUT DAMMIT!!!!!!!
you said you would talk to me..
you promised..
i shouldve known better than to

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[__murderscenex]

ok whatever..
your right..i didnt ask you to talk..
i do right entries about you..
i do..
it wasnt a broken promise..
your not a mindreader..
and im totally an idiot..
but i dont find ways to get mad at you..
i dont find ways to make you upset
it just happens..alot..

were just friends..i understand that..
and im just gonna leave it as is..
cuz i dont wanna ruin our friendship
im still here for you..
you know you can talk to me..
you know im here...
you have my number..
use it as you please..
im sorry for everything natalie..
EVERYTHING

[martini_kiss__]

Right ..
It just happens ?
JUST happens ?
Tell me why &how it JUST happens ...
I'd really like to know ...
&No, I don't want anything to ruin our friendship either ...
But it REALLY seems like it is ..
Like the other night ...
When you were singing all those songs ..
Tell me why each one COULD'VE related to me...
Even if you weren't singing them because I was there ..
Even if you weren't singing them to ME...
Every one of them related to our situation ..
It was SO nice ... Yeah ... SOOOOO nice.

[__murderscenex]

natalie..
lets just drop it please..
lets leave it at friends..
so theres less arguements..
please..

i wasnt singing about you...
believe me please..
yes it could relate..
but i like those sings..
and there fun to sing..
im sorry if you took it the wrong way..
im sorry..

[martini_kiss__]

There's plenty of other songs ..
There's plenty of other everything.
I give up on everything.
Treat me how you will.
I don't really care anymore.
You're right ... It's better we don't fight.
So say what you want ..
Do what you want ..
I'll just stand back &take it.
Not say a word...

[__murderscenex]

natalie im not even mean to you..
i dont understand why you would keep saying stuff like this..
stand back and take what??.. the space you asked for..?
you wanted this..it may not seemed like it...
but everything that happened you asked for it..
one way or another..
but give up if you must..
cuz the grass is always greener on the other side..
ahaha..

[martini_kiss__]

right.