Whats another word for desperate?
Im always fucking sick, always. This is the third time i've had a cold in the past 4 months. Plus the flu once five months ago. Im so malnutrition i need vitamans or somthing, anything. Aside from that Laura and i went to see a show at Empress on friday and asked these boys if the show was good and they stronly suggested that we dont go in and that they would buy us alcohol so....We got piss drunk, peed behind a truck, had fun with the guys.
Saturday- Woke up with a wicked hangover, still have one. Took 4 Dayquil and 2 advil, im alive i swear? Went out with Ana and Maria and went to see Scott Hallow!!! Hes the best. Hung out with Laura and Jackie drove around and ended up at the mall. Where laura and i wanted to throw up and just die so we all went home early.
Rant: The weather was soo nice today, somthing about sitting the back of Anas car with the shades on and the sun in my face put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. It reminds me of summer. I had forgotten how nice it is to drive around aimlessly with friends and just lay down and talk, not having plans, nowhere to go, just the car, your friends, and a pack of cigarettes...make that two. I just love listening to good music and being in the sun with my closest friends. Oh and getting random text messages saying that people actually miss you and im not alone throughout whatever happens. Little text messages really get me thinking for some reason, they make me happy, like somone is thinking about me. I want summer so badly. I miss the fun of being with my best friends(even if there different now) random nights, i enjoy being bored in the summer. Having nothing to do. Well, im getting a job this summer because i need money to support all my bad habbits/gas.
"The Perfect Ending"
Take in the context,
It's not a bad thing,
But when you start to pick it apart,
And you get so depressed,
It's that sort of thing,
That makes you think too much,
It's that sort of thing,
Makes you lose your objectivity,
So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there,
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones,
And if it's over,
Just remember what I told you,
It was bound to happen so just...
Keep moving on,
There's no perfect endings,
You peeled back the layers
And get down to the inside,
But sometimes you loose sight,
Of what it was you were trying to find,
And it's that sort of thing,
That makes you think too much,
It's that sort of thing,
Makes you lose your objectivity
So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there,
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones,
And if it's over,
Just remember what I told you,
It was bound to happen so just...
Keep moving on,
There's no perfect endings,
No perfect endings.
-Straylight Run
Quote of the weekend: " i dont want to talk about it!"
Saturday- Woke up with a wicked hangover, still have one. Took 4 Dayquil and 2 advil, im alive i swear? Went out with Ana and Maria and went to see Scott Hallow!!! Hes the best. Hung out with Laura and Jackie drove around and ended up at the mall. Where laura and i wanted to throw up and just die so we all went home early.
Rant: The weather was soo nice today, somthing about sitting the back of Anas car with the shades on and the sun in my face put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. It reminds me of summer. I had forgotten how nice it is to drive around aimlessly with friends and just lay down and talk, not having plans, nowhere to go, just the car, your friends, and a pack of cigarettes...make that two. I just love listening to good music and being in the sun with my closest friends. Oh and getting random text messages saying that people actually miss you and im not alone throughout whatever happens. Little text messages really get me thinking for some reason, they make me happy, like somone is thinking about me. I want summer so badly. I miss the fun of being with my best friends(even if there different now) random nights, i enjoy being bored in the summer. Having nothing to do. Well, im getting a job this summer because i need money to support all my bad habbits/gas.
"The Perfect Ending"
Take in the context,
It's not a bad thing,
But when you start to pick it apart,
And you get so depressed,
It's that sort of thing,
That makes you think too much,
It's that sort of thing,
Makes you lose your objectivity,
So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there,
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones,
And if it's over,
Just remember what I told you,
It was bound to happen so just...
Keep moving on,
There's no perfect endings,
You peeled back the layers
And get down to the inside,
But sometimes you loose sight,
Of what it was you were trying to find,
And it's that sort of thing,
That makes you think too much,
It's that sort of thing,
Makes you lose your objectivity
So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there,
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones,
And if it's over,
Just remember what I told you,
It was bound to happen so just...
Keep moving on,
There's no perfect endings,
No perfect endings.
-Straylight Run
Quote of the weekend: " i dont want to talk about it!"