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so many things have been making me think lately.. me and a friend were talking about it today and here's what we came up with:
friend 1:i dont want to be lonely so bad that i feel like if i feel like theres a chance he might want me id do anything for it
friend 1: i know i dont like it
friend 1: no one respects me anymore
friend 2: it's like..you are willing to do whatever it takes for that chance that something might come of it
friend 1: exactly but in the process you completely loose any self worth and no one takes you seriously anymore
--10 min later
friend 2: theres 2 extremes though
friend 2: being scared of putting yourself back out there and never opening up
friend 2: and then.. putting yourself out there all the time and having that chance of getting hurt
friend 2: so i guess there has to be a happy medium
friend 1: im always scared to put myself out there unless im under the protection of alcohol
hm.. dilema. now what...?
friend 1:i dont want to be lonely so bad that i feel like if i feel like theres a chance he might want me id do anything for it
friend 1: i know i dont like it
friend 1: no one respects me anymore
friend 2: it's like..you are willing to do whatever it takes for that chance that something might come of it
friend 1: exactly but in the process you completely loose any self worth and no one takes you seriously anymore
--10 min later
friend 2: theres 2 extremes though
friend 2: being scared of putting yourself back out there and never opening up
friend 2: and then.. putting yourself out there all the time and having that chance of getting hurt
friend 2: so i guess there has to be a happy medium
friend 1: im always scared to put myself out there unless im under the protection of alcohol
hm.. dilema. now what...?