mr right

Feb 28, 2005 00:55

its almost 1 in the morning.. i cant sleep at all. i cant study at all.. i can't do anything except think about how much he hurt me. how could someone have the nerve to do such a thing? i don't really know what to feel right now because i'm feeling so many things. hurt, sad, pissed, depressed.. happy that it's now over and i don't have to get hurt by him ever again. never have to believe what he tells me.. never have to regain his trust. never. all i wanted was the truth, thats all i could ask for. i didn't even get that. how can you look at yourself everyday knowing that you're hiding things from me? i hope it makes you feel good inside, and i hope that you enjoy the fact that you have now completely made me realize how guys are. dicks. they never change when they say they are going to. don't listen to them, it's all pretty much bull shit. i don't even know what else to say.. besides how could you. I didn't deserve that, and I still don't deserve that. Go find yourself another whore.

karma. what goes around comes around bithes, and it bites you in the ass too.

yeah.. im about to go read the book "he's just not that into you" and find the chapter on lying and cheating.. where did i miss that?
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