dave's meeting me from college in 11days :):):):)
i'm actually in an awful mood. i really miss dave, texting him loads and stuff and counting down days has made me miss him. plus the fact that he's been away nearly 7weeks. he wrote me a letter. i got it yesterday. it was lovely....and rude...and sweet...and informative. i loved it.
college however...i'm not loving one bit. mark says i'm a merit standard student...but as this is the 2nd project i've only had a pass...i beg to differ. i'm so tired of working my ass off and getting nothing out of it. i have 40(PPP) points for uni and i need(want) over 60(MMM) to get into a uni of my choice, and to know for sure i've worked my ass off. he thinks i can get 68 for definate. suddenly he has faith in me for the first time this year...but he still makes me redo the painting project. evil young man. he's a cool teacher, but he knows how to irritate me, or make me close to tears. i know what he says is right...i just don't wanna hear it. but i'm gonna start forcing myself to hear it. because it's not about what i want...it's my education...therefore...it's what i need.
work is bearable. still don't get along with most of them...but 21hrs+holiday pay this week makes letty a happy girlie indeed. and they may not be great people there. but the money is ok.
i cant wait for dave to come back,its ace. i know i'll miss him for the 7weeks after, but that time he gets 2weeks home (tihs time he has 4days...gay) and he's tkaing me to the beach and may buy a new car (due to him getting the front of the old one smashed up).
i miss you amy.lets do something friday.or next week.i'm working thursday saturday sunday. and cheer up, if youre comfortable with who you are, fuck the rest of them. i love you for who you are and i love that you've opened up more...come to brum next thursday(8th).
and kaylarrr...i'm coming to see on the 8th...yes ma'am ^_^ 3pm...ish...as soon as youre in town. but i shall call and confirm and etc. love you and amy. youre my fave girls :)
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college however...i'm not loving one bit. mark says i'm a merit standard student...but as this is the 2nd project i've only had a pass...i beg to differ. i'm so tired of working my ass off and getting nothing out of it. i have 40(PPP) points for uni and i need(want) over 60(MMM) to get into a uni of my choice, and to know for sure i've worked my ass off. he thinks i can get 68 for definate. suddenly he has faith in me for the first time this year...but he still makes me redo the painting project. evil young man. he's a cool teacher, but he knows how to irritate me, or make me close to tears. i know what he says is right...i just don't wanna hear it. but i'm gonna start forcing myself to hear it. because it's not about what i want...it's my education...therefore...it's what i need.
work is bearable. still don't get along with most of them...but 21hrs+holiday pay this week makes letty a happy girlie indeed. and they may not be great people there. but the money is ok.
i cant wait for dave to come back,its ace. i know i'll miss him for the 7weeks after, but that time he gets 2weeks home (tihs time he has 4days...gay) and he's tkaing me to the beach and may buy a new car (due to him getting the front of the old one smashed up).
i miss you amy.lets do something friday.or next week.i'm working thursday saturday sunday. and cheer up, if youre comfortable with who you are, fuck the rest of them. i love you for who you are and i love that you've opened up more...come to brum next thursday(8th).
and kaylarrr...i'm coming to see on the 8th...yes ma'am ^_^ 3pm...ish...as soon as youre in town. but i shall call and confirm and etc. love you and amy. youre my fave girls :)
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