Today I fell, and felt better
So my mom is going for surgery on friday, which sucks. Well what can I say I'm scared. The doctor's have officially given her 3 months to live, which my whole fam knew was coming. So now I have my mom's mom out and my dads mom coming tomorrow and my aunt and uncle are coming on thurs, and I'm spossed to be the sane one and like hold everyone together, but I can't anymore. My sis keeps having like emotional breakdowns, at 13. And my mom is pissed off all the time because she is angry at herself because she thinks, in her mind, that she has failed us. I just want things to go back to the way they were, fuck. Why is life so complicated?