i'm sorry if this doesn't make a whole lotta sense...

[__lace]

i haven't updated in a while and honestly i'm scared. really scared for reasons i just don't know. it's just... i was thinking yesterday how everyone keeps blaming the month, the time of year, the weather the this the that on things being shitty and we have to fucking FACE IT it's always going to be shitty. there is always going to be stuff flying

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[papereyes]

I loved that Kim.
It was so honest and so fucking true.
People really have to stop running and stop avoiding.
xx

[vampire_rah]

kim that was beautiful and honest and im so glad you had the strenght to say it. i really admire you for it.

p.s. hang out with me soon.

[teanut]

that was awesome mama. and i don't think it's a shitty thing to say, i think it's true and it doesn't make things hopeless at all. things go back and forth and sometimes they are better and sometimes not so much, but i think we do all pretend a lot that at some point back there we were happy....which, personally is not something that i remember. so yes, the waiting game is silly. the snow sucks, it's true. but we do live in calg after all. i'm not willing to only be 'happy' 2 months of the year. also, i think we (and when i say we i mean me) do this thing a lot where we're like 'oh we're so depressed' and yeah, we are, and yeah, it fucking sucks, but we don't push each other tonnes or try to counter it. it's a shitty cycle. we lots decide that we'll just sit it out. not that our friends/humans in general aren't actively pushing for things and working towards things, i'm just sayin i wanna start helpin to change the focus and priorities maybe a bit.

she says this as she's walkin out the door. but i will be back.

[comakid]

i seriously love you kim. thank you.

craziness

[anonymous]

you probably heard this alot but the trip around the tub was awesome!!,..g_spot_tornadoo,..IM @ the "Y"