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I feel like my heart is breaking. I don't think I can keep my baby. Things with DJ are not going well. I don't have the monetary stability I need to have a child. I don't even have a support group of friends I can count on. I really don't want to give the kid up, but for my baby's sake, I think it's what I'm going to have to do. I feel so sad right now. I feel so alone and lost and I can't even breathe as I'm I'm typing ths. I can't even see thriough my tears. I can't do this though, no matter much I want to. Not now. Not now. I wish I had someone tro help me.