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today's a shitty day.
1) i lost my voice this morning and had to deal with customers being like WHAT CAN YOU SPEAK UP all day.
2) i wanted to go home from work cause i feel shitty and i threw up but no one would cover the rest of my shift. of course, when they're sick, they'll expect the rest of us to do it, though.
3) my fucking lower back and shoulders KILL from the accident. i don't have full range-of-motion with my right shoulder and they just hurt so bad from picking things up and carrying things all day.
4) brian's not getting home until midnight so i'm not going to see him tonight (when i really need a backrub :[ ) and he forgot our anniversary is tomorrow.
5) i had tomorrow off but jon whined so now i have to open. fucker. and kristen won't stand up to him, so.. whatever.
6) i'm trying to lose weight and i'm STARVING but i shouldn't eat. D:
7) four people who i thought were friends, who i thought were nice, good lj people, de-friended me within about four days. no explanation, no reason. and they're all friends with each other too, so it seems a little suspicious. and it seems like they don't even care -- that our friendship is just something i imagined, versus something that has been going on for a long time. on one hand, i don't care because if they are that petty and bitchy to cut people like that (i, for one, only cut people that don't comment on the entry/i never ever talk to anymore, i don't selectively cut) and think i'm selfcentered because i post about things regarding ME on MY lj, then fuck them. on the other hand, since these were people i confided in and considered close friends? it really really really fucking hurts.
1) i lost my voice this morning and had to deal with customers being like WHAT CAN YOU SPEAK UP all day.
2) i wanted to go home from work cause i feel shitty and i threw up but no one would cover the rest of my shift. of course, when they're sick, they'll expect the rest of us to do it, though.
3) my fucking lower back and shoulders KILL from the accident. i don't have full range-of-motion with my right shoulder and they just hurt so bad from picking things up and carrying things all day.
4) brian's not getting home until midnight so i'm not going to see him tonight (when i really need a backrub :[ ) and he forgot our anniversary is tomorrow.
5) i had tomorrow off but jon whined so now i have to open. fucker. and kristen won't stand up to him, so.. whatever.
6) i'm trying to lose weight and i'm STARVING but i shouldn't eat. D:
7) four people who i thought were friends, who i thought were nice, good lj people, de-friended me within about four days. no explanation, no reason. and they're all friends with each other too, so it seems a little suspicious. and it seems like they don't even care -- that our friendship is just something i imagined, versus something that has been going on for a long time. on one hand, i don't care because if they are that petty and bitchy to cut people like that (i, for one, only cut people that don't comment on the entry/i never ever talk to anymore, i don't selectively cut) and think i'm selfcentered because i post about things regarding ME on MY lj, then fuck them. on the other hand, since these were people i confided in and considered close friends? it really really really fucking hurts.