detatch yourself from feeling alive
maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me.
constant and blunt. a flank pain that be described as nothing more than a loss. i've lost everything. everything i own and everything i have. things inside myself are missing. i can't figure out how to put it back together or fill the voids and it's hard. it's actual work. leafing through the emotions inside my own department of feelings in this gigantic mess of a heart. only i can help me and decide what's right because looking to others from the answer is just so i can blame it on the other when the decision doesnt work out because i've fucked it up already. im choking on this and it's becoming harder and harder to swallow as time pushes on. i've gotten myself into too many situations and they're all starting to overlap. myself, me, i'm a mess. a bigger mess than i can clean up on my own but i need to do it and figure this shit out before it's all too late the timing is crucial and melissa, you're always so vague about everything even to yourself maybe this is why you cant figure shit out to cryptic asshole.
is this the end or just the start of something really, really beautiful?
wrapped up and disguised as something really, really ugly?
constant and blunt. a flank pain that be described as nothing more than a loss. i've lost everything. everything i own and everything i have. things inside myself are missing. i can't figure out how to put it back together or fill the voids and it's hard. it's actual work. leafing through the emotions inside my own department of feelings in this gigantic mess of a heart. only i can help me and decide what's right because looking to others from the answer is just so i can blame it on the other when the decision doesnt work out because i've fucked it up already. im choking on this and it's becoming harder and harder to swallow as time pushes on. i've gotten myself into too many situations and they're all starting to overlap. myself, me, i'm a mess. a bigger mess than i can clean up on my own but i need to do it and figure this shit out before it's all too late the timing is crucial and melissa, you're always so vague about everything even to yourself maybe this is why you cant figure shit out to cryptic asshole.
is this the end or just the start of something really, really beautiful?
wrapped up and disguised as something really, really ugly?