UN-LUCKY STREAK?
ITS OFFICIAL:
I have THE WORST luck with guys. I don't understand it. I thought I found a really nice decent guy this time. He seemed almost perfect. He was super polite, funny, smart, and played the guitar AMAZINGLY. I had a blast hangin with him and we have so much in common. It was exciting because it felt like things were looking up and that I met someone totally mature and totally my type.
Well of course, nothing can be totally good when it comes to boys for me. There always has to be some flaw, some mistake. About 15 minutes before he is supposed to pick me up tonight, my friend calls me. Shes with a girl who works at this restaurant he always goes to because his roommate djs there. The girl informed her that he's always at the restaurant with different girls and ends up taking them home. AWESOME. I don't care if we're not "officially dating." That stuff is NOT cool with me. I'm not going to keep hanging out with someone and building something up with someone who is going to be messing with multiple girls at once.
So now its back to square one for me I guess. With each of these shitty deals happening to me, I am continuing to lose hope. I feel like i'm never going to meet someone right for me. Central guys are man whores and dicks, and who the hell is at home? Whatever.
I'm not scared of independance. I'm not trying to make it seem like I feel like I HAVE to have a boyfriend. Obviously i'm not that kind of person because i've been single since October. I just think it would be nice to find someone that I enjoy spending time with, someone who I could maybe start something with. I will admit that these past months have been lonely. Its the truth that i'm not used to being single for so long. I've had a serious boyfriend most of my life.
Well whatever. I got my hopes up once again just to get them shattered. Happens. I'm used to it by now anyway. :\
I have THE WORST luck with guys. I don't understand it. I thought I found a really nice decent guy this time. He seemed almost perfect. He was super polite, funny, smart, and played the guitar AMAZINGLY. I had a blast hangin with him and we have so much in common. It was exciting because it felt like things were looking up and that I met someone totally mature and totally my type.
Well of course, nothing can be totally good when it comes to boys for me. There always has to be some flaw, some mistake. About 15 minutes before he is supposed to pick me up tonight, my friend calls me. Shes with a girl who works at this restaurant he always goes to because his roommate djs there. The girl informed her that he's always at the restaurant with different girls and ends up taking them home. AWESOME. I don't care if we're not "officially dating." That stuff is NOT cool with me. I'm not going to keep hanging out with someone and building something up with someone who is going to be messing with multiple girls at once.
So now its back to square one for me I guess. With each of these shitty deals happening to me, I am continuing to lose hope. I feel like i'm never going to meet someone right for me. Central guys are man whores and dicks, and who the hell is at home? Whatever.
I'm not scared of independance. I'm not trying to make it seem like I feel like I HAVE to have a boyfriend. Obviously i'm not that kind of person because i've been single since October. I just think it would be nice to find someone that I enjoy spending time with, someone who I could maybe start something with. I will admit that these past months have been lonely. Its the truth that i'm not used to being single for so long. I've had a serious boyfriend most of my life.
Well whatever. I got my hopes up once again just to get them shattered. Happens. I'm used to it by now anyway. :\