Time to get rid of this burden

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So did you leave because you didnt want to be my friend anymore, or was Sherry right, did you leave because you in fact did fall in love with me and couldnt take action because you would be in jail? I wish I could just actually sit down and talk to you about this...but, it looks as if, I will just have to wait and get luck maybe at the lake and walk up the hill and see you play your guitar. When I hugged you, it was in fact one of the best hugs Ive ever had. You hugged me like you meant it. Ever since that day, thats all I can think about. That and how I need to find something or someone, that cares for me, so it will help me to forget about you. If I cant have you the way I want you....I dont think I can bear to have you in my life at all, it would be nice...but then, I wouldnt give anyone not NO ONE a chance because, my heart didnt want anyone besides you. I just dont know, if I could stand to see you again...I wouldnt wanna be a puss and just start cryin as soon as I seen you. I mean, jsut to think about ya and talk about what happend and if you did leave because you didnt like me or because you loved me makes me cry. I have no clue what to think anymore. Maybe its time for me to give up...

<333 Hannah