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I want it I want it I want it... NO
Yes Yes Yes... NO
Come on Come on Come on... NO
It is strange how I work.
And it's strange staring one's insecurities and mentality dead in the eyes and being the first to blink.
Let me chase you.
Let me be the tiger hungry for it's meal.
Let me be the one to flex my prowess and try me best to seduce you.
Let me make it how it should.
I am but a silly girl.
On an entirely different note I had my first ageplay internet chat today. It felt so good. It felt so real. It felt so natural. But it wasn't a life altering experience. While I realized it was easy for me to be who I felt and showcase it (and very very well, I might add) but it was nothing more than another horny ageplayer wanting to get off.
I want to be 12 w/o telling anyone.
I want a Daddy w/o anyone noticing.
I want us to be us and for the climate to be what it is w/o being overt.
I don't want secrets but I don't want to have to say "Daddy" ever 4 breaths.
Mutual understanding.
Oh love... Oh Daddy... you light me afire. You are my solace and my condemnation. You are the judge and the defense. You are my lover. My friend. You are the one I dream of even in the craziest of storms. You and you alone make the world spin. You and I. You with your notions and I with my closets. Touch me gently. Say my name. Let me tell you how I've always longed for you. Tragedy and triumph. Illogic and understanding. Allow me to lie with you, my head upon your chest and synchronizing my breath to yours. Love me... Hold me... Call me your very own. Vow that it will be forever. Grant me a forever. Tell me it will all be ok and I will be the one to kiss everything away. I am your good girl. I am your whore. Daddy. Little Girl. You and I.
I am lonely; my loneliness is my protector; my protector is my destruction.
My destruction is my climax.
I seriously need one of those mindless fucks right now.
A smooth drink for the underaged and a fuck that means nothing more than cumming.
Completely physical and I never have to see you again.
I could get that.
But I have no drink. ;)
Why not make it a double feature of sorts?
♥♥♥, b
Yes Yes Yes... NO
Come on Come on Come on... NO
It is strange how I work.
And it's strange staring one's insecurities and mentality dead in the eyes and being the first to blink.
Let me chase you.
Let me be the tiger hungry for it's meal.
Let me be the one to flex my prowess and try me best to seduce you.
Let me make it how it should.
I am but a silly girl.
On an entirely different note I had my first ageplay internet chat today. It felt so good. It felt so real. It felt so natural. But it wasn't a life altering experience. While I realized it was easy for me to be who I felt and showcase it (and very very well, I might add) but it was nothing more than another horny ageplayer wanting to get off.
I want to be 12 w/o telling anyone.
I want a Daddy w/o anyone noticing.
I want us to be us and for the climate to be what it is w/o being overt.
I don't want secrets but I don't want to have to say "Daddy" ever 4 breaths.
Mutual understanding.
Oh love... Oh Daddy... you light me afire. You are my solace and my condemnation. You are the judge and the defense. You are my lover. My friend. You are the one I dream of even in the craziest of storms. You and you alone make the world spin. You and I. You with your notions and I with my closets. Touch me gently. Say my name. Let me tell you how I've always longed for you. Tragedy and triumph. Illogic and understanding. Allow me to lie with you, my head upon your chest and synchronizing my breath to yours. Love me... Hold me... Call me your very own. Vow that it will be forever. Grant me a forever. Tell me it will all be ok and I will be the one to kiss everything away. I am your good girl. I am your whore. Daddy. Little Girl. You and I.
I am lonely; my loneliness is my protector; my protector is my destruction.
My destruction is my climax.
I seriously need one of those mindless fucks right now.
A smooth drink for the underaged and a fuck that means nothing more than cumming.
Completely physical and I never have to see you again.
I could get that.
But I have no drink. ;)
Why not make it a double feature of sorts?
♥♥♥, b