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This week has been really bad... My mom found out I had been cutting again and took me to the mental health hospital- in other words, the insane asylum. I stayed overnight there for a few days and had to talk to all these people and go to group therapy and seriously... wtf... this DOES NOT help... it only makes things worse. Like I really want to talk to a bunch of strangers about my problems. But yeah anyways I am back home now but my mom says if I keep it up I will be put right back in there. Screw that. Maybe I'll just run away. How can people want to force me to stop doing the only thing that really helps me cope with things? It's not hurting me any... its not like I am trying to kill myself okay so maybe I have tried.