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Sorry I haven't been around much lately. I've been going through a lot of crap and needed to get away from it all. Trying to forget about the past is hard but I've been working on it. There is no need to hang onto things that are obviously not doing me any good... like past loves. It's over and I need to accept that. There's nothing I can do... And that is fine. I CAN DO BETTER. I hope you are really fucking happy with her. NOT.
And also sorry to anyone that I've scared about the whole cutting thing in my last entry. I'm fine. Don't worry about me. I'm a big girl and can take care of myself. I do appreciate that some of you care but I'm gonna cut because right now I NEED to cut. It's the only way to deal with all this bullshit. And getting fucked up every night like I have been.