Sep 23, 2004 12:54
During the weekdays, I'll openly admit that I am a hermit. I go to class, I use the Suffolk Computer Lab for a while, and then I'll go home, watch a movie, read, and go to bed. Last night I watched Annie Hall. My love for this movie explains why I'm so neurotic and anal about everything. I may not like Chinese food, but I think in another life, I was a mega-Jew--despite what Emily has told me. I plan on using the, "Let's kiss now and avoid the awkwardness later" tactic on Friday. I think Maggie wants me to stop talking about how excited I am for it, but I don't look forward to meeting new people often.
I have my circle of friends; a small circle yes, but a good one. It's not an oval, not a square, but a perfect circle of perfect people. I mean, rarely do more than 3 of my friends come from the same place or really know each other very well, and I prefer it that way. I mean, if all your friends know each other, going out or "social activities" could get very boring very quickly. Who wants to go to what is essentially the same party with the same people every week? Not I.
Last night I took Nyquil in order to fall asleep. This resulted in me sleeping for 14 hours. I feel so groggy and disheveled. Oy.
Today, in class, I realized my hair looks awful in the back. By "I", I of course mean that a polite girl who was sitting behind me told me that BU has a great cheap barber shop that gives good faux-hawks (which would "look really good on me, but I'm not hitting on you, but I think you're adorable"). My friend Travis gave me a wonderful haircut about two weeks ago, but I feel it's time to go to a 'real barber' so I can look nice once more. I don't think I'm the best looking person in the world, but I do feel that when I bother to put some effort into my looks, I can turn at least a few [non-sober] heads.
I hope Friday works out well for me. I need some true companionship in my life. It feels so weird to be all alone after so long. I just want someone who likes to cuddle and watch movies or every episode of Family Guy and Aqua Teen Hunger Force. I don't necessarily want a boyfriend, I think it's too early for that. I'm a liar. Yes, I do want a boyfriend. Look at me, I'm a 14 year old girl again.