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sushine crept into my eyes this morning, and the air rose a few degrees like the breathing that i've missed, & i knew that i would keep it all together.
no more mourning in the morning.
& yesterday, i ran! my legs broke the chains of emotions that have kept me weighted to the ground. the splits in shins have been filled with something i like to call clarity. i defied gravity. my legs were quick, energetic; my breath remained steady. i flew away from here. it happened. i felt free. refreshing renewal. the sun was in my eyes, & i loved it, & i missed you. i ran for us, for what we might potentially, somewhere, somehow, & someday be. i ran for what we had, & for what will stay forever etched along my inner walls. a story. & this time, the pages cannot be ripped out, and the ink is permanent.
& i will run again today.
no more mourning in the morning.
& yesterday, i ran! my legs broke the chains of emotions that have kept me weighted to the ground. the splits in shins have been filled with something i like to call clarity. i defied gravity. my legs were quick, energetic; my breath remained steady. i flew away from here. it happened. i felt free. refreshing renewal. the sun was in my eyes, & i loved it, & i missed you. i ran for us, for what we might potentially, somewhere, somehow, & someday be. i ran for what we had, & for what will stay forever etched along my inner walls. a story. & this time, the pages cannot be ripped out, and the ink is permanent.
& i will run again today.