I'm so sorry...
To all who expect perfection:
I am not perfect, I'm far from it, actually. And you may not even realize that is what you are expecting form me, but it is. I can't handle all of this, all the pressure and such that comes with being perfect...I may try to be, but I'm not.
So I'm so sorry if I've let you down before, because I never have wanted to let anyone down, but yet I've become so used to doing it, I hadn't even noticed. Apparently, I'm a lot suckier person than I give myself credit for. So this is me here, trying to do what is right.
I'm sorry to every person I have hurt by not being perfect, and I'm sorry to every person that I can't live up to your expectations of me, but to tell you the truth, it hurts me too much to even want to live up to someone else's expectations...
I have been trying to please people for so long, I'm not even sure what I want anymore. I mean, if I can't even be perfect enough to get straight A's like every person wants me or, or to get the lead in the play, then how am I good enough at all? I must be this horrible person, because I obviously cannot do anything right. So here's to all of you that want more from me, this is for you.
I have decided to make this entry public, because I think every person in the world should feel my apology to them for not being the greatest person on the planet. I've tried, it just hasn't been working. If there is anything I can do, let me know, because I'll try, but I'll most likely fail in the process...
I am not perfect, I'm far from it, actually. And you may not even realize that is what you are expecting form me, but it is. I can't handle all of this, all the pressure and such that comes with being perfect...I may try to be, but I'm not.
So I'm so sorry if I've let you down before, because I never have wanted to let anyone down, but yet I've become so used to doing it, I hadn't even noticed. Apparently, I'm a lot suckier person than I give myself credit for. So this is me here, trying to do what is right.
I'm sorry to every person I have hurt by not being perfect, and I'm sorry to every person that I can't live up to your expectations of me, but to tell you the truth, it hurts me too much to even want to live up to someone else's expectations...
I have been trying to please people for so long, I'm not even sure what I want anymore. I mean, if I can't even be perfect enough to get straight A's like every person wants me or, or to get the lead in the play, then how am I good enough at all? I must be this horrible person, because I obviously cannot do anything right. So here's to all of you that want more from me, this is for you.
I have decided to make this entry public, because I think every person in the world should feel my apology to them for not being the greatest person on the planet. I've tried, it just hasn't been working. If there is anything I can do, let me know, because I'll try, but I'll most likely fail in the process...