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What kind of SI do you do?: cutting, i sprained my wrist on purpose twice
When did you start?: two years ago.
How long have you been doing this?: a while. I stop for a while then relapse and it gets bad then slowly bring myself back to stop.
What makes you want to hurt yourself?: to feel alive, to vent, etc.
Does anybody know? a few people.
If so, who?: some teachers I'm close with, a few friends.
Do you feel pain while doing SI? at times, depends how deep I cut.
How do you feel after you've SI?:it depends. sometimes better, sometimes worse.
Where on your body do you do this?: upper thighs, inner arms, shoulder, legs
Where do you SI? (i.e. bathroom, bedroom): bathroom if I'm home alone otherwise bedroom
How do you cover up your injuries?: ace bandage, clothes, anything.
What made you begin to do this? my best friend died, i was angry, dumb, and young
Do you have to visit anybody on a regular basis? not anymore.
How often do you SI?: varies, every day, from periods of rest, etc
Do you hurt yourself even if you're not feeling: yeah
Have others abandoned you because you do this? yes
Do you like your scars? it really depends on my mood.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? yes
Do your parents know you hurt yourself?: my mom thinks i stopped a while ago
If so they think...: it was a cry for attention. bitch,
Are your parents divorced?: yes
If not do you want them to be? --
Do they fight often?: they stopped talking to eachother alltogether.
If so how do you feel when they fight?: --
Have you ever been hospitalized/institutionalized for your SI?: yes
If so did you like it?: no although group wasn't completely horrendous.
Would you want to go back?: no
Do you want to hide it from people?: yes
Do you hide it from people?: yes
Do you regret that you started to SI? kind of.
When did you start?: two years ago.
How long have you been doing this?: a while. I stop for a while then relapse and it gets bad then slowly bring myself back to stop.
What makes you want to hurt yourself?: to feel alive, to vent, etc.
Does anybody know? a few people.
If so, who?: some teachers I'm close with, a few friends.
Do you feel pain while doing SI? at times, depends how deep I cut.
How do you feel after you've SI?:it depends. sometimes better, sometimes worse.
Where on your body do you do this?: upper thighs, inner arms, shoulder, legs
Where do you SI? (i.e. bathroom, bedroom): bathroom if I'm home alone otherwise bedroom
How do you cover up your injuries?: ace bandage, clothes, anything.
What made you begin to do this? my best friend died, i was angry, dumb, and young
Do you have to visit anybody on a regular basis? not anymore.
How often do you SI?: varies, every day, from periods of rest, etc
Do you hurt yourself even if you're not feeling: yeah
Have others abandoned you because you do this? yes
Do you like your scars? it really depends on my mood.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? yes
Do your parents know you hurt yourself?: my mom thinks i stopped a while ago
If so they think...: it was a cry for attention. bitch,
Are your parents divorced?: yes
If not do you want them to be? --
Do they fight often?: they stopped talking to eachother alltogether.
If so how do you feel when they fight?: --
Have you ever been hospitalized/institutionalized for your SI?: yes
If so did you like it?: no although group wasn't completely horrendous.
Would you want to go back?: no
Do you want to hide it from people?: yes
Do you hide it from people?: yes
Do you regret that you started to SI? kind of.