Old habits die hard

[emoscarling]

2 months. Two months and I haven't cut. And now I have broken that record. I don't know what possessed me to do it but it was like someone else was controling me. I didn't want to, but I really didn't put up a fight like I've one before. I just let it be. It felt good. I want to do it again. I want to have a cruch again. Everthing seemed to be

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[drownsodadoll]

congratulations sweetz.
xXx

[rfj]

*hugs*

You went two months! That is awesome! So you know you can go that long...maybe next time it can be two months and a day...

It is really hard to fight...but I keep trying, and I know I will win this battle. :) I think you can too if you want to.

[bastardlychild]

congrats on the 2 months. sorry to hear that yew cut again. but hey its addicting and it will be hard to stop. so i mean things always feel like they are going down hill for me right after i do it. casue i get a lot of different thoughts in my head. but good luck!!!

[ssshhh123]

wow, i was happy that i lasted two weeks. congratulations. How you describ eit is exactly how I felt earlier this week when i submitted to it.
Good luck and stregth making it another two months :)