Just to add to that
I have no money, phone, car, job, school, or love... Can't have one without the other.
My dad is really trying to make me as miserable as possible and it's working. I wish I could just get out of here and everything be okay. But that's not going to happen, nothing is ever that easy... At this momment, I feel as if everything is crashing around me. My hard work has gotten me no where but in my room hating every minute of my pathetic life. I don't have anything to look forward to, nothing to be happy about. I've been trying so hard to make something of myself. That's not good enough for my father, nothing will ever be good enough for him.
I know deep in his cold heart he loves me, but he can never express it. It hurts when instead of being congradulated on what I do, I get bitched at about what I don't do.
I wish I had my mother... not a day goes by I don't think about her. I always wonder why she was taken away from me, why such a wonderful person had to leave this earth. Why do I deserve to go through all this? It's not fair, I need her more than anything.
I'm never going to win.
My dad is really trying to make me as miserable as possible and it's working. I wish I could just get out of here and everything be okay. But that's not going to happen, nothing is ever that easy... At this momment, I feel as if everything is crashing around me. My hard work has gotten me no where but in my room hating every minute of my pathetic life. I don't have anything to look forward to, nothing to be happy about. I've been trying so hard to make something of myself. That's not good enough for my father, nothing will ever be good enough for him.
I know deep in his cold heart he loves me, but he can never express it. It hurts when instead of being congradulated on what I do, I get bitched at about what I don't do.
I wish I had my mother... not a day goes by I don't think about her. I always wonder why she was taken away from me, why such a wonderful person had to leave this earth. Why do I deserve to go through all this? It's not fair, I need her more than anything.
I'm never going to win.