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theres this girl that i might like. but she lives here and i dont. so its not going to work out. which is a bummer. i was about to score some the other day. but then i told the guy that ill get back to him. and i realized that theres a time and place for everything. like i can drink during the summer. but not at school. at least not on campus. and if i want to do drugs like no ones really going to stop me. but then ill get kicked out. so thats deffinately not the time nor the place to do it. so ill do it when im out of school. but yeah the stopping thing. humans are all alone. like people can help someone out. but theyre not able to do the task for him/her. and no ones ever going to stop me from doing anything. they think they can because technically speaking they are the cause of me stopping myself. anyways. yeah. amelia was talking to me. and she asked if i kept the promise. and i told her yes. i acted as if i didnt know anything because i didnt know what to tell her. you know, the whole buying thing was on my mind. oh well. i talk to jackie today. like in fucking 6 hours