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i am leaving this week. the time finally came. schools starting. madness. but yeah i realized. that i need to keep myself busy. and thats how i stay happy. so i met my old "friend". like i went to school with him for a month before i went to the states. and yeah i went to his house and i met bunch of people there. so ive been hanging out with them. im playing gameboy. and im teaching myself to play emily by from first to last. and hopefully ill be able to sing along with it. then ill score mad points. but anyways. yeah. and like i drank a couple times. and this time i dont feel bad at all. its probably because im responsible now. im not the person the croud usually talks about any more. theyre not like "oh remember him last night? we had to carry him home and he was throwing up and fighting with so and so blah blah blah". but yeah im not like that anymore. and i think thats what matters.