Save me from the nothing I've become

[sexytarawitch]

[Continued from here]I headed to the door, everything from the night I left flashing in my head. Before I knew it he spun me around and pinned me. I couldn't help but look up at him scared, I didn't know what he was going to do, I was afraid he would do what he did that first night and hurt me till I liked it

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[ex_lovesbitc93]

She was so close I could taste it, and I knew that if I climbed up her body, slid into her and shagged her senseless right now she wouldn’t mind a bit. But I wanted her to come first. That way she knew I was thinking of her before my myself. ‘Cos I was, I always was, really.

Not really like it was much of a hardship, anyway, to keep doing what I was doing.

Slipping another finger inside her, I started moving them deeper and faster, nibbling and sucking on her clit at the same pace. Wasn’t long before I felt the hard kernel of flesh between my teeth swell and her cunt clench around my fingers. Her hips started rolling frantically and I heard her gasp and whimper and with my other hand I reached up to fondle her breasts, trying to bring her every bit of pleasure I possibly could. She was so close, I knew she’d come any second…

Pumping my fingers faster still, I quirked them inside her so they’d press on her spot with every thrust and before long she shuddered and came, arching off the bed and crying out my name. Christ what a noise. I felt my cock swell at the sound of it but I didn’t move, instead I lazily licked and sucked on her pussy as she rode out her orgasm, shuddering away and whimpering the whole time.

I couldn’t listen to that bloody sound all day.

Crawling up her body, I settled between her legs and pressed a kiss to her lips, I knew she’d want to take things slowly and even though I was as hard as hell and aching to be sheathed in her warm pussy, I rolled onto my side and pulled her with me. Kissing her face, I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me. She snuggled against me and sighed with contentment. God I loved her.

“I love you,” I whispered into her hair, stroking her back and sides and just loving the feel of her in my arms. I’d gotten so caught up in all the other stuff, I forgot how …how nice this could be…just letting go of everything and just being with her, being me. The demon insides me raged and writhed in disgust, but I didn’t give a toss…this was what I wanted. A companion. Someone to love.

“Tara,” I said, looking into her eyes and cupping her face, stroking her soft skin cheek with my thumb. Maybe this was stupid, but after everything she said, asking seemed like the right thing to do. “Can I make love to you, pet?”

[sexytarawitch]

My body shook as I came down from my high, if my heart still beat I think it would be in my throat right now. I was breathing hard and I curled my body to his, my eyes closed as he kissed my face again, pulling me to him and making me feel so amazing.

"I love you."

His hands ran over me and I melted into him even more. "I love you." I kissed his chest here his heart was supposed to beat and pressed my body to him even more. "I love you so much." I murmured against his skin as I started to get bold and brazen ideas.

"Tara.

What? Wait? What happened? What did I do?

Panic seazed inside of me and I looked up at him, keeping the paniced look off my face. He never, ever called me by my name unless something was wrong. Did he know what I wanted to do? Did he not want me to? Did he not like when I...

His hands were on my face and I started to relax, I melted into his touch, memorizing how it felt, how he felt. My eyes met his and I started to feel myself calm a bit.

"Can I make love to you, pet?"

Anyone ever say how they loved someone so much their heart shattered at that very moment? Well it is possible. It just happened.

"Goddess I love you..." I murmured pressing my body closer to his, my fingers roaming over his skin and setting my body on fire. Something inside me - her, that other me - started to twist and writhe like I was hurting it. I realized I was, all of this is something that's against their nature.

I didn't care.

"I love you..." I murmured again, moving so I was hovering over him. "Yes...but." I smirked at him. "I have plans first." I murmured against his throat, trailing kisses down his neck and chest, flicking my tongue over his nipples and taking advantage of the boldness I felt as I nipped my way down his body.

There was a scar on his stomach, by his navel, and I ran my tongue over it, making close attention to the scared and most likely very sensative skin. I heard him hiss and arch up to me.

I finally made my way down to his throbbing flesh, letting my tongue and lips run over him till I took him slowly into my mouth.

[ex_lovesbitc93]

Bloody hell, her mouth, her tongue they were all I could think about, and the fact that this was the first real time that she’d done this without me asking or forcing her. It took all my strength not to buck my hips as she took the head of my cock into her soft, wet mouth and it was then that I realised that I wasn’t going to be able to hold out…I’d end up flipping her over and fucking her mouth and I didn’t want to hurt her…

Not now everything was going so well…sodding hell, why couldn’t I just have a bit of bloody self control…oh…

“Ooh, Tara, love,” I gasped out as she took me further into her mouth. It was starting to get hard to think and so before all thought was completely blown from my brain, I reached down and grabbed her hands, putting them on my hips, before stretching my own arms back and grabbing onto the headboard.

“Feels so good, love,” I said huskily, closing my eyes. “Don’t stop, but… but hold me down…feels too good…”

Well that made a whole lot of bloody sense didn’t it? Stupid prat…but there wasn’t anything else I could do, ‘cos all of a sudden she was pulling back a little and tonguing my slit. Fuck that drove me crazy…how did she…?

“Yeah, just like that, my gorgeous girl…” I panted, tightening my fists on the headboard in an effort not to grab her head and just push.