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What fucking luck. I had to de-rail my further tattoo appointments because I got attacked. Yeah you heard me right I got fucking attacked. By some demon's that fucking asshole vampire Spike sent after me.
Someone's got some jealousy issues.
Apparently I made a bigger impression on Tara than Spike liked, now that should make me happy, but the few broken ribs I'm still healing from? Yeah not so much, if I see her again I'm going to tell her exactly what I think of her boyfriend and her for being with ... it. He's part of Angel's fucking family. Family. If you want to call it that. From what I hear William the fucking bloody probably hates Angel as much as I do.
Doesn't make me want to get cuddly with the bastard.
Fucker.
I plan on polishing a special stake for that cock sucker, and I'll make Tara watch when I throw that sharp stake into her lovers heart. I'd say I don't get the attraction but there's always Darla. Well, Darla was human when I fell in love with her, so if you want to get techinical.
More of Angel's family. Nothing but trouble follows that bastard and of course, somehow I end up in the heat of it, over and fucking over again.
Why the hell do women hold such power? Women are the breathe and the goddamn core of the whole damn universe. Mother earth and all that bullshit. You'd think after a millenia we'd find something to sheild ourselves? But, one look and one sweet damn smile and we're just cave men, we don't care about logic or reason or the world. Not our plans or our hatred, nothing matter but one more look or sweet smile.
Damn her.
I want to hate the woman I've known for less than a day. Hate her for not wanting me, or maybe wanting me but ignoring it. I want to hate her for going to him, staying with him, for being so damn beautiful, so nice ... Fuck.
I really need to get out of this town. As soon as I'm healed enough I'm out of this fucking town, I'm out because I can't see her again. I want to stake the bastard myself, but I don't know if it's worth it. Sometimes revenge isn't as sweet as it should be. I should know that better than anyone.
Fuck, I need to make a decision. Some kind of decision here, stay and get the girl. Or leave and be done with it.
The second option is by far the less painful of the two, however, I'm a stubborn jackass cowboy who can't ignore what he wants. So fuck it. I'm staying.
Someone help me.
Someone's got some jealousy issues.
Apparently I made a bigger impression on Tara than Spike liked, now that should make me happy, but the few broken ribs I'm still healing from? Yeah not so much, if I see her again I'm going to tell her exactly what I think of her boyfriend and her for being with ... it. He's part of Angel's fucking family. Family. If you want to call it that. From what I hear William the fucking bloody probably hates Angel as much as I do.
Doesn't make me want to get cuddly with the bastard.
Fucker.
I plan on polishing a special stake for that cock sucker, and I'll make Tara watch when I throw that sharp stake into her lovers heart. I'd say I don't get the attraction but there's always Darla. Well, Darla was human when I fell in love with her, so if you want to get techinical.
More of Angel's family. Nothing but trouble follows that bastard and of course, somehow I end up in the heat of it, over and fucking over again.
Why the hell do women hold such power? Women are the breathe and the goddamn core of the whole damn universe. Mother earth and all that bullshit. You'd think after a millenia we'd find something to sheild ourselves? But, one look and one sweet damn smile and we're just cave men, we don't care about logic or reason or the world. Not our plans or our hatred, nothing matter but one more look or sweet smile.
Damn her.
I want to hate the woman I've known for less than a day. Hate her for not wanting me, or maybe wanting me but ignoring it. I want to hate her for going to him, staying with him, for being so damn beautiful, so nice ... Fuck.
I really need to get out of this town. As soon as I'm healed enough I'm out of this fucking town, I'm out because I can't see her again. I want to stake the bastard myself, but I don't know if it's worth it. Sometimes revenge isn't as sweet as it should be. I should know that better than anyone.
Fuck, I need to make a decision. Some kind of decision here, stay and get the girl. Or leave and be done with it.
The second option is by far the less painful of the two, however, I'm a stubborn jackass cowboy who can't ignore what he wants. So fuck it. I'm staying.
Someone help me.