fuckkkk everything.
its funny how two days ago i thought my life was amazing. and its even funnier how one white lie fucks you over. honestly its not that big of a deal. parents just take out the mistakes we did by grounded us when that doesnt do shit. if anything it makes us want to rebel more and we just continue to do what we used to. we are teenagers. we will do what we want anyways. for all the things i get caught on it is the least and most harmless. out of all the things to be yelled at for and lying over...it is the simplest. i get the point. i fucked upp. leave it at that. dont ground me for a month, not let me drive, and make me wait an extra month to get my fucking car. AHHHHH. i dont know how i will deal with being home for a month without going out. i honestly dont know what i will do. i barely can stay home for a day without being bored and annoyed out of my mind. i mean its not that i dont like being home, i just like going out and doing my own thing. now my freedom, privacy, and life is destroyed for a month. i know a month really isnt that long but it seems like eternity and a lot happens in a month. my occupation is going to be minimum. i will run out of things to do that i am going to end up learning how to play chess or learn how to knit. egh. well i guess that is all. but my night of fun was worth it. i guess that makes it more tolerable and to know that i have my friends no matter what.