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New years eve was really good! I went to Ane's house with Sidsel after having dinner with my family. We had a little trouble finding it, but we finally got there, and it was pretty fun. More and more peopl came, and finally a few minutes before midnight, the alcohol started to work, and I puton my dress instead of my skirt, and the party was just beginning! I talked to Kasper-Emil a lot, and we sort of extended our little game with flirting from Sidsel's party two weeks earlier, where I lost game and had to lick his nipple! So a 12 o'clock I told him, it's now or never and i livked his other nipple (he'd been begging for it all night) and that was kind of funny. I don't know how but we somehow kept talking, and he tried to pursuede me to break up with my boyfriend, because he wanted to be my boyfriend and we were a better couple since we both wore glasses..hmm... I jsut laughed at him:p But anyways, I don't think it was all just a joke from his side, because he tried to kiss me many times, but a turned my cheek every time. Then he kissed my neck instead, and i love that, but I really tried not to give into it. Somehow that night I convinced myself it was OK as long as I didn't kiss him on the lips.. I felt a little bad about him the days after, because of my boyfriend and all.. but well I'm just glad I didn't cheat on him 100%! because Signe says she has done that a year ago or so and she still regrets it. Would have been so bad, becasue I'm finallly getting more content with me and Rune being together.
But now I'm getting to the poimt: I can't help fantasizing a bit about it.. He seemed to be SUCH a good kisser!! Kasper-Emil, that is. And I've heard that it is. It really took all my willpower to turn away when he tried to kiss. Also because he's so funny, and it never really gets awkward. If I tried to say something like, No, listen, I've got boyfriend. then he'd just keep kissing my neck and talk about something else, and I'd say, you're not listening, and he'd say I don't want to hear it, ugh!!! (sexy!)
Well.. hmm.. I better get over it real fast, becasue Rune is freking out everytime it seems like there's the least bit wrong with me or even if I'm just thinking. I'm glad we're together, but on the other hand if he doesn't chill soon I won't be able to take it.
Like,we were in a bar, thursday, and Sidsel and I went to get some food and we ate way to much and got sober, and my stomach hurt because of it when we got back, and I was a bit annoyed that Signe didn't wantt to go home.. So of course he thinks it's all about him and it just wasn't! And I seay goodbye to him and he asks what's wrong and I say my somach hurts and I just want to go home now, and then Sidsel comes and rufles our hair because we're leaving, and Rune just kinda pushes her away! Like, he doesn't even know her, and she's my fucking friend! If I don't want her there I'LL tell her to go away!! I don't need no fucking guy treating me like I was dying or something! I got really pissed off, also just because whenever I start a serious sentence he's like "WHAT? WHAT WHAT? DI I DO SOMETHING??? practically peeing his pants of nervousity.." Well I know he just cares but it pisses me off none the less..
I sound like a bitch.. Guess I am, I don't treat him that good do I?:(
But now I'm getting to the poimt: I can't help fantasizing a bit about it.. He seemed to be SUCH a good kisser!! Kasper-Emil, that is. And I've heard that it is. It really took all my willpower to turn away when he tried to kiss. Also because he's so funny, and it never really gets awkward. If I tried to say something like, No, listen, I've got boyfriend. then he'd just keep kissing my neck and talk about something else, and I'd say, you're not listening, and he'd say I don't want to hear it, ugh!!! (sexy!)
Well.. hmm.. I better get over it real fast, becasue Rune is freking out everytime it seems like there's the least bit wrong with me or even if I'm just thinking. I'm glad we're together, but on the other hand if he doesn't chill soon I won't be able to take it.
Like,we were in a bar, thursday, and Sidsel and I went to get some food and we ate way to much and got sober, and my stomach hurt because of it when we got back, and I was a bit annoyed that Signe didn't wantt to go home.. So of course he thinks it's all about him and it just wasn't! And I seay goodbye to him and he asks what's wrong and I say my somach hurts and I just want to go home now, and then Sidsel comes and rufles our hair because we're leaving, and Rune just kinda pushes her away! Like, he doesn't even know her, and she's my fucking friend! If I don't want her there I'LL tell her to go away!! I don't need no fucking guy treating me like I was dying or something! I got really pissed off, also just because whenever I start a serious sentence he's like "WHAT? WHAT WHAT? DI I DO SOMETHING??? practically peeing his pants of nervousity.." Well I know he just cares but it pisses me off none the less..
I sound like a bitch.. Guess I am, I don't treat him that good do I?:(