Sep 11, 2006 15:58
Here's something I don't get..
Ananda was down at the park saturday, and met Brian, one of the 2 guys I kissed friday night.. (is embarrassed) and he told her something. He said 'What about that girl lotte (me)? What's up with her? We'd kissed and stuff, and I just turn my back for a moment, and when I look again, she's wandering off with thomas, totally snogging him, and they're not back for 10 minutes!' and, I don't know what he's talking about! Because first of all I barely talked to that guy thomas all night. seriously couldn't remember who it was when Ananda told me this! He's this little fat guy from my school apparently, short hair and all.. Brian also said I'd been with Sofus, but I don't know how he'd know that, and in my head it's a little different:
I flirted with Brian first part of the evening, but then we met up with his friends Sarah and Molly, and he just talked to sarah all the time, okay we flirted a little, but he seemed much more interested in sarah. I know Brian's really unintelligent, and I actually swore to myself New Years eve, that I was never going to do anything with him.
Then we took off, and at some point, Brian and I kissed, and suddenly we were on a bench somewhere kissing, but then we went back. And all of a sudden he was gone. And I think several hours had passed, before we went home, Thomas, Sofus and I. Home to Sofus. I was going to sleep there, because I was too stoned to get home, and somehow, really don't remember how it started, but suddenly we were kissing, in his room. and I stopped him from doing any more than kissing, because, well, I know better than that, and also Brian was there. After we'd watched a movie that I really couldn't focus upon, Thomas left, and Sofus and I went to bed, and slept immediately. next morning I waske up, because sofus is kissing me gently (aww) and we grap some coke,he walks me out to Albani Street, we hug our goodbyes, and I find my bike and ride home.
Next day I call Ananda to ask her where she went. I can only remember bits and bites of the night. She tells me i was pretty annoying, so shewent to meet her boyfriend.
Today, monday, she tells me that stuff about Thomas and me. It Can't be true. I'm 99% certain that it's not true. The only way it could be true is if I've had a Blackout and still been able to kiss or summat. And I really don't believe that's possible. I haven't kissed Thomas. End Of Story.