i live to be gray, I LIVE TO BE GRAY!
i forget how to go to school.
it's almost a miracle for me to go to school for an entire week.
last night, i started crying and couldn't sop because i thought i had so much to do.
read: i don't.
i feel like my life is falling apart when my room is messy.
it's unhealthy.
i think i won't go in at all today, i'm not in the mood to give my spanish teacher oral (meaning, present an oral to her).
i'm totally... blank. i have no motivation.
i've spent too long on my arthur project, and it sucks. the project, not the time. it sucks that i put so much time into a project, which ironically stinks even after the tormenting hours that i dedicated to making it.
i think i'll write my history paper. but i don't feel like it.
i need to write 4 fucking orals for spanish. i'm dumb, i think i'll do it improv. it turns out better for me like that, anyway. i hate hate hate this.
WHY IS MY ROOM A MESS?!1?1?
whine whine whine
i'm going to go break down in tears again. i quit. quitters always win!!!!!!!!!! fuck this; i'm emotionally regressing. shiit. MERDE!
one more week.
triple-x or at least r-rated
it's almost a miracle for me to go to school for an entire week.
last night, i started crying and couldn't sop because i thought i had so much to do.
read: i don't.
i feel like my life is falling apart when my room is messy.
it's unhealthy.
i think i won't go in at all today, i'm not in the mood to give my spanish teacher oral (meaning, present an oral to her).
i'm totally... blank. i have no motivation.
i've spent too long on my arthur project, and it sucks. the project, not the time. it sucks that i put so much time into a project, which ironically stinks even after the tormenting hours that i dedicated to making it.
i think i'll write my history paper. but i don't feel like it.
i need to write 4 fucking orals for spanish. i'm dumb, i think i'll do it improv. it turns out better for me like that, anyway. i hate hate hate this.
WHY IS MY ROOM A MESS?!1?1?
whine whine whine
i'm going to go break down in tears again. i quit. quitters always win!!!!!!!!!! fuck this; i'm emotionally regressing. shiit. MERDE!
one more week.
triple-x or at least r-rated