I don't write a lot. :(
So here I go!
I am banned from the boyfriend and family, again. Oh joy.
For reasons- I understand where they are coming from, but I love him. They can't just keep up apart, what the hell is the use? They say he doesn't really love me, but if he doesn't let me suffer through a breakup like a regular human being. Christ, man. Why they hell are they protecting me from LIFE?
In other news, I went to the college fair. I found a few schools I might be interested, but of course, being me, I took like a zillion information sheets and shit. I was disppointed to find that none of the colleges there had any courses in herbology and ancient/asian medicine. I was expecting one or two. But none had it. :(
I saw a college that had a minor in romance languages, which I fell in love with about a day before. (no pun intended) I LOVE SICILIAN.
I wish people in my family could actually speak Sicilian. Our Sicilian side has been here for... a few generations and my German side has been here since like the 1700s so nobody actually knows any of the languages, which I'm sad about. My dad came here from Puerto Rico when he was very young, and he never taught me Spanish. I feel like a loser not knowing any of the languages from the countries of my origin.
My life is a MESS. I'm still sick from this cold I got on friday, and on monday I had crippling cramps and a killer stomachache. WITH the cold. Wow, why am I always sick and stupid and FUCK.
...Okay, I guess I'll stop now. I always decide to write in my LJ when I'm in a bad mood. D: Why.
I am banned from the boyfriend and family, again. Oh joy.
For reasons- I understand where they are coming from, but I love him. They can't just keep up apart, what the hell is the use? They say he doesn't really love me, but if he doesn't let me suffer through a breakup like a regular human being. Christ, man. Why they hell are they protecting me from LIFE?
In other news, I went to the college fair. I found a few schools I might be interested, but of course, being me, I took like a zillion information sheets and shit. I was disppointed to find that none of the colleges there had any courses in herbology and ancient/asian medicine. I was expecting one or two. But none had it. :(
I saw a college that had a minor in romance languages, which I fell in love with about a day before. (no pun intended) I LOVE SICILIAN.
I wish people in my family could actually speak Sicilian. Our Sicilian side has been here for... a few generations and my German side has been here since like the 1700s so nobody actually knows any of the languages, which I'm sad about. My dad came here from Puerto Rico when he was very young, and he never taught me Spanish. I feel like a loser not knowing any of the languages from the countries of my origin.
My life is a MESS. I'm still sick from this cold I got on friday, and on monday I had crippling cramps and a killer stomachache. WITH the cold. Wow, why am I always sick and stupid and FUCK.
...Okay, I guess I'll stop now. I always decide to write in my LJ when I'm in a bad mood. D: Why.