idk
idk what it is, but i feel weird around brinn now, like idk i usually felt so open with her and now idk what it is i mean her apperance even changed to me, maybe cuz i havent seen her in 4 dayz but i mean it's just 4 days so i doubt that's it, maybe i'm the one who has changed. maybe it's because i want to tell her something really bad, but i dont know how she'll take it, b/c is so not like me, and i think it's serious but she'll probably laugh it off. god. now i'm making her sound like a bad friend, and she isn't.....i think i'm changing for the worse...