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Okay so my brother is back at home. Him and Aimee are still together. He came over yesterday with Aimee and the kids for my dad's birthday. He was very quiet, didn't say much, but at the same time he tried to act normal like nothing happened. I didn't say hi to him or hardly talk to him at all. The only time I did was when he left I hugged him and said bye. Aimee told me that he came home crying and apologized and took her out shopping, and spent as much on her as he spent on his, well, "habit". The whole time he was here, just looking at him, I wanted to cry so bad, but I couldn't. I guess I'm not able to fake happiness as good as I used to, because Sierra (my niece, 5) tugged on Aimee's shirt and was like, "Whats wrong with Auntie Moni? She doesn't smile anymore." Aimee said, "I don't know, honey." Sierra said, "Last time I saw her she didn't smile either. Is she sad?" =\