out of whack!!
if i thought my life were missing something before, it needs it now more than ever.
i was content with life.
i go to europe and my eyes are opened. i'm not sure how exactly just yet, but i know i am a changed woman.
i get home and i'm way behind in calculus. i skipped two days of it because of the musical. missed a quiz... zero (i would've got an E anyway..). one of my girl friends made a move on me.. i'm still wondering how to take that. she acts as if it didn't happen at all.. another girl friend of mine is out of control with her addictions. and i'm having an internal battle with angels and demons. and i don't think i'm being metaphorical.. but people always seem to laugh uncomfortably at that. i'm struggling with my faith. i'm not sure i can take anymore.
i know at least two things which are missing in my unbalanced life. one i need and one i want..
i wonder how this turns out..
i was content with life.
i go to europe and my eyes are opened. i'm not sure how exactly just yet, but i know i am a changed woman.
i get home and i'm way behind in calculus. i skipped two days of it because of the musical. missed a quiz... zero (i would've got an E anyway..). one of my girl friends made a move on me.. i'm still wondering how to take that. she acts as if it didn't happen at all.. another girl friend of mine is out of control with her addictions. and i'm having an internal battle with angels and demons. and i don't think i'm being metaphorical.. but people always seem to laugh uncomfortably at that. i'm struggling with my faith. i'm not sure i can take anymore.
i know at least two things which are missing in my unbalanced life. one i need and one i want..
i wonder how this turns out..