Feb 04, 2008 18:05
I wasn't over analyzing. He really had no intentions of breaking up with her. So I finally ended. About 3 weeks or so ago. Gage told me he cheats on her a lot. And I've been unraveling a lot of lies he made me believe. He called me a few times since we stopped talking, but nothing serious. We haven't even really had closure. But I'm okay with that. It was a fun run, and now I'm glad it's over. I'm moving on.
I'm finally ungrounded. For almost a week now. My first weekend back in the game and I couldn't find a party to save my life!! But whatever this weekend should be good. Last Friday was a snow day. Drumline went sledding, then Gage Dorian Bridget and I went to party at Vessi's. Vessi pulled out a knife at like 4am. It was pretty much the highlight of the night haha! After that things got pretty intense.. Not with Vessi.. With "hookups" I guess you could say without saying too much. And the two of us agreed it'd be the best if we kept it a secret. Dominique and Kenny were there. Kenny and I were a little awkward. We barely talked on account of that whole no closure thing. Except I think he called me and asked me if I hated him and I said no I don't hate anyone I just think he's very dishonest. There was so much more I could've said but I left it at that. And he said yes, I am. So at least he knows I guess.. How was I dumb enough to get involved with that.
All weekend I was laughing at myself for how ridiculous alcohol makes me. And it was even worse today at school. I saw Dominique and could hardly look him in the eye without being embarrassed.. I won't go into detail on why. Ha! It was fun, though. And I can't wait for this weekend =]
I'm about to go out to eat with my baby Kat. It's nice to be ungrounded =]