It's nice being ungrounded

Feb 04, 2008 18:05

I wasn't over analyzing.  He really had no intentions of breaking up with her.  So I finally ended. About 3 weeks or so ago.  Gage told me he cheats on her a lot.  And I've been unraveling a lot of lies he made me believe.  He called me a few times since we stopped talking, but nothing serious.  We haven't even really had closure.  But I'm okay with that.  It was a fun run, and now I'm glad it's over.  I'm moving on.

I'm finally ungrounded.  For almost a week now.  My first weekend back in the game and I couldn't find a party to save my life!!  But whatever this weekend should be good.  Last Friday was a snow day.  Drumline went sledding, then Gage Dorian Bridget and I went to party at Vessi's.  Vessi pulled out a knife at like 4am.  It was pretty much the highlight of the night haha!  After that things got pretty intense.. Not with Vessi.. With "hookups" I guess you could say without saying too much.  And the two of us agreed it'd be the best if we kept it a secret.  Dominique and Kenny were there.  Kenny and I were a little awkward.  We barely talked on account of that whole no closure thing.  Except I think he called me and asked me if I hated him and I said no I don't hate anyone I just think he's very dishonest.  There was so much more I could've said but I left it at that.  And he said yes, I am.  So at least he knows I guess..  How was I dumb enough to get involved with that.

All weekend I was laughing at myself for how ridiculous alcohol makes me.  And it was even worse today at school.  I saw Dominique and could hardly look him in the eye without being embarrassed.. I won't go into detail on why. Ha!  It was fun, though.  And I can't wait for this weekend =]

I'm about to go out to eat with my baby Kat.  It's nice to be ungrounded =]
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